The first of many Thank You's

To: P.J.K and C.J. Selyer 

There will always be a part of her, that clings to the past, but there was a greater more dominant part that new the future awaited her, and to accept it fully, she needed to let go of the life she used to lead, and it wasn't until she was to lose a greater part of her soul that she found herself crumbling back to that place she knew too well.

This was the thing about life and death. Death was peaceful and almost something easy, to simply let go and float away to another place, where love awaited you, with arms open and warm, but living? Living was harder. Living left you naked, open and raw. Living was sore, it was brutal and without mercy . Plagued with the fury of war. Life was a monster, nay, a vicious beast, that without her learning  to control would take her by the soul and reduce her to something less that a ghost. And that it had on many occasions at a time, but this was not one, his was the moment she learnt that she was not truly alone. She was there now, and even if she had to let go of that part of her soul, if I had to let o of that part of my soul, i wasnt truly alone because i was that girl, who never truly learnt to walk away from her past but this time, this night, i learnt that i did not only have him to support me but i had her, and her words were as comforting as those of a mother, she was my second protector. An angel sent from the heavens , to guard over me, stand beside me and yet she too stood back and let me shine.

And as i spent my time wondering what they saw in me, that made them both risk so much to let me fly, I realized, maybe i would never understand the meaning behind their words, and the reasons for their love, but at this moment, where i battled with that beast, I would simply let them be and accept their love because i had nothing more. I was so much more with them in my life.  accomplished more with them at my side and i needed them, more than they would ever know.

And for this i could never thank them enough, but I would start with proving their love and loyalty was never for noting and start with a million Thank You's. So, to: P.J.K and C.J Selyer.

The first of many Thank You's.
Mystique xxxx